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Thursday, September 16, 2004

helo(o.O)

reporting live from S___ erm* still dunno wad's my lab number hahaha... anyway had been quite long since i last blog.. well juz dunno wad to blog tt's all.. life is still wonderfully bored.. at least i have a huge laugh everyday which made the days brighter

had my calender filled with birthday's thruOut the whole of september..

.. celebrated 2 classmates birthday on the 10th but one whose actual date was 11th.. a ch bro birthday on the 11th.. then on the 13th came to remember tt i missed out a buddiez b'day which was on the 9th oh no! anyway she scolded me already

.. oki coming up another buddy bro entered his 2nd decade today!! horaaay!! happy birthday to u JING XIAN.. u know wad bro!? it had been nice having u in my life since sec sch we had suffer n strive thru hardships together we pulled all others to get tekan by the CI's we had laughters together when we scold the juniors we had joyful memories when we watch 'the ring' in our sec sch's theatre we challenged each other to see whose boots shines more.. n we scolded each other when things go our way!!?? hahaha tt was the npcc times.. so fast now u entered army n having pumping as ur first present of the 20th b'day.. hahaha.. nvm u will have bullets to subtitute the candles..! hahaha

.. oki tml wil be my uncle's b'day.. he is a nice fella tho quite bad tempered but had been my most supportive family member so far.. able to get into poly coz of his financial support.. able to come to ch coz of him.. able to be who i m today coz of his teachings.. and i rem clearly an incident last yr, i was suspected n was related to a case tt has nothing to do with me (* shall not carry on with the details) my uncle came to my campus n demand a direct apology from the officer.. wow.. i doubt my dad would do tt if he is still with us.. anyway he is the one person i would owe my success to.. thanz uncle.. anyway following tt will be "MY" 2nd decade's b'day on the 27th of sept (*haha gotta bold tt) then followed by my very old fren'z b'day on the 28th- yvette also entering 2nd decade.. tt will be the last for the month of sept in my calender.. phew do u say tt is little..?? tt's alot for me k.. not much libran tho.. so many virgos!!

oki tt's for the birthday month ..

something beautiful happened on my way to sch today i could hardly forget but would not rattle about it here.. leave it in my heart n there it shall stay.. anyway the day b4 was a rainy day n the rain came n go as it like tho we hate it to the bottom! but i saw two rainbows on tt day was it the same rainbow?? i dunno.. but saw it at two diff place tho it is around the same time.. but it look similar (* erm.. all rainbows are the same are they??) but was on the bus, after seeing the first rainbow i was thinking if i could see two rainbows on the same day then i spotted the second wan.. wow!! then was thinking if i could see three.. but i think i was too greedy huh.. so din see the rainbow again after the 2nd wan..

hahaha then these phrase came to my mind "rainbows are beautiful, but pointless chasing it, it is nothing more than a drop of rain" - u could have beautiful dreams beautiful visions but a pointless chase if u aren't pratical.. it is better to live a life tt's foot step stone floor (* 'jiao ta shi di' chinese translation) .. kk..

i m tempted to get my vespa!! oh no.. yest one of my classmates came over n drove LTF n me out for break haha.. he is driving his sis hyundai tuscano

? dunno lar is the hyundai sports car lar.. then talk about going chiong with their cars lol.. i m so tempted to get my own vespa tho slow but still able to go out with them at nite right?? then go clubbing also got my own transport no need to take cabbie.. i wanna my any color vespa.. haha told my mum i wanna get my motor license. n guess her reply!!?? - "get anything u want after u r able to manage ur life" argh..!! kk.. tt's 50/50 hahaha.. after vespa then would be my MINI coupe

which will be couple of yrs down the road!! erm if got family then cannot le lar.. muz get a SUV le.. sad*

oki now the little stuff of me:

sad: still umemployed

happy: gotto know a very encouraging fren also a christian.

moody: stuck with proj

lovestruck: deariE

excited: about the web site 'wholivesnearyou' their forum they hold outings for ppl living around the neighbourhood so cool!

unhappy: null

stress: null

headache:UMEMPLOYMENT!!

oki.. tt's all for now.. gonna go eat my snake again le..

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Here I Am @ 9/16/2004 10:16:00 AM

Monday, September 06, 2004

helo(^___^)*

hee hee.. got the song 'zui dong ting' for my deariE (* muz thanZie boss for helping me find huh..hee hee').. :p erm i think the song is juz 'so so' only dunno y so many ppl like tt song!! anyway bro n i cooked dinner for everyone yest haha.. we decided on doing a salt-veg soup (*erm translate it to chinese!! xian cai tang).. so we went to the NTUC n we almost overturned tt whole place. hee hee we dunno wad to get to favour the soup and so we almost put everything into the soup without knowing the purpose hee hee.. but in the end it turned out to be so nice.. "sluRpz" we messed up the whole kitchen totaly stuffs are all over the but it was so fun tt was the first time we brewed soup hee hee.. at first it was like rubbish in the pot we threw tomatoes, salt veg, onion, potato, and lean meat into the pot everything look so messy.. (* YuCkssss....) i dun even dare to take another look at it.. ahaha.. but then still have to say the product was Ho-I-chi.. hahahaa.. mum say was even better than her wan.. i thnk was coz we put too much tomatoes inside hee'hee gave the soup more flavour :p to say we dun have any knowledge at all about the recipe hahaha.. both of us are so talented hahaha..

anyway sch today was another big SLACK!! reached at 9 in the morning as usual 'late'!! immediately flip out all my stuffs and went to the library hoping that i could get some stuff on servlets and database buillding.. humph but so so sad all i could find is a big nut! then was lunch time YEAH!! haha. was my another big big break.. :p rest there doing nothing then played chinese chess there haha funni huh.. hee'hee my skills hasn't slack much.. managed to win back a losing game played with jimmy then LOTZ of mistake whe playing with LTF!! a little of -______-* Sianz!! a horse i saw as a canon made me lose the hell of my troops.. but gave him a hard time still.. so was the big rainy monday..

met up with sec sch buddiez on sat hee'hee forgo my medical report which i thought of going to get it on that day :p anyway had dinner at breeks with them.. lol.. din know it is a bomb!! anyway had a nice dinner tho.. after tt was just me n zy.. hee'hee both of us went down to suntec his gf want him to buy e nike jumble which she just bought.. humph.. so went down to find out tt e shoe looks kinda girlish.. conclude tt it muz be for gals.. so say bye bye to nike then went to esplanade my usual hangout.. bought a couple of beer n started slacking n chatting about gf stuff n the big life prob.. phew was such a nice chill out tt nite.. went home early coz his dearY tell him to go home..!! my deariE also can't believe he so guai!! argh anyway.. reached home n started chatting wif my deariE till 3+ then drop dead on my bed thought of her n fell asleep.. ZZzz... was a cool windy nite..
"it was a magnificent nite to have u spent it with"

hee hee.. these few days had been dl'ing an anime: dearS.. hahaha is a little hentai erm typical jap anime huh..? haha.. but has a very nice storyline so decided to watch it anyway.. now waiting for my busy deariE to call me n sprang her a surprise.. hiaz.. miss yer alot in sch today.. thought of calling u during my lunch break but msg'ed instead.. coz stomach rumbling huh.. hee hee..

oki.. she hasn't call.. tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock... >____<

Here I Am @ 9/06/2004 09:23:00 PM

Friday, September 03, 2004

helo(X______X)

argh hadn't really slept well yest nite.. argh.. it had been long since i last felt wad fear is.. and being unable to sleep, thought of the incident kept ringing in ur head, the every twist of it, the sound, the feeling, the pain.. that is fear..... argh.. i say this is a really bad wan.. and i m beganning to felt how bad it really is now.. every twitch n twist = PAIN!! argh i m feeling scared of it.. yes fear but wad could i say i still have got NS and i couldn't say i won't dislocate it during NS at all.. argh.. anyway i m going down to Changi General Hospital tml to get my dislocation history medical report .. hope i could retrieve it.. and heard that there is a operation for dislocation.. gonna get some information about that.. i think i m really afraid of it.. i would now rather suffer the surgery then the popping in n out everytime..n it juz scares the hell of me to think that i would lose my right arm.. argh.. then i won't be able to play basketball.. no piano.. no drawing.. no sms'ing.. argh.. !! oki i m gonna stop scaring myself... (>______<)

today was another slacking day hiaz.. whole day isn't in the lab even if i m were to be in the lab i wasn't even doing anything at all.. hee"hee yes i m eating a huge anaconda (*jiak zua/slacking) hahahaha.. lol played international chess with another lab frenz n guess wad i finished up all his pieces.. haha nothing left on the board.. hee"hee... lol.. oki.. too bad for u peeps term break finish liao.. gonna see yer all again on moday hahaha.. anyway our duration had changed le no lab on sat and weekdays time had been extended!! argh.. bad news.. but at least dun need to come back on sat lar.. oki had been a rather boring day anyway.. gonna be a rather boring nite to come also but wadeva it is i love u, god.!

Here I Am @ 9/03/2004 07:33:00 PM

Thursday, September 02, 2004

helo(o.o)*

i m very happy & very frustrated with something...anyway talk about the happy things here.. and so i took my NAPFA..before we even reach there all of us were rushing for the toilets dunno wad shit was there but everyone juz wanna go to the loo.. but anyway the wait was long thought it was at 4pm but came to know tt it is 5pm, so the few of us went down to sbm canteen n guess wad!!?? we became monkeys hahaha the four of us bought bananas n started munching on it tianfu got honeydew tho haha.. and the critical moment...: hee hee.. tried my best at every station despite the aches and pain.. but still got bronze in the end coz of standing board jump. the instructor told me to stay behind and do it another time hee hee.. manage to get my target 225cm with that jump was so happy got a silver le.. hahhaha.. anyway i dislocated my shoulder when doing my pull-up.. that has been the thing which i m very very afraid of.. my first try was 5 times enuff to give me a silver.. but then i din carry on trying so i did the second time this time after the 2nd pull i din manage to grab hold of my whole body weight n it goes down twisting my shoulder n dislocating it.. the thought of it was very scary tho.. the sound of the twist and the pain and the time it took to locate back.. argh..the whole joint was so tight.. darn scary.. it was the 8th time.. but worth the dislocate?? of coz(* but would still be better if it hadn't dislocate).. dunnid to repeat le.. and wad's more i m freed from the first 2 months of the army.. hee"hee.. after the napfa was lar liang time at mac with them haha.. hearing each of their exp of the napfa was so funny.. esp from the guys.. coz there were only the 3 of us the rest were gals.. :p anyway was really very very happy when i manage to get a silver.. despite the very very very painful shoulder.. argh anyway was lucky enough that pull-up was the third last station after tt was the seat-up and 2.4 which was rather dissapointing got only a 12.23min.... i'm very happy HAHA.. but..............

when i reach home i really hope to share the pain and the happiness that i m having but all i got was a scripture from my mum says' that we shouldn't be tempted by desires.. blah blahz.. and that was for dislocating my shoulder coz i wanna score a better grade.... tt really makes me so flared up.. .. i had nv believe in anyone who says tt they understand or knows me, coz my mum and everyone who lives with me doesn't even knows me.. how could i then believe tt somewhere out there is a person who understand me..?? argh.. getting on my nerves..

oki not going to bla on about this.. but anyway.. thanx u guys for helping me when i dislocate my shoulder yup.. n u gurl who went over to get my water bottle for me at tt very moment.. thanz alot.. i got to know so much frenz during FYP n attachment is was so amazing having all ur companions.. thanz tianfu for encouraging me during my last lap also.. still thought of going pass u n tell u to go eat grass.. (* haha no la jk) really wanted to encourage u to run but ur words came faster than mine.. thanz alot.. during attachment yes u charme. for being there when i m really stress up with work n the many prob.. which i need a hearing ear.. xiuqi, had so much fun n gOogAaa working with yer thanz for the lunch. really appreciate everything tt u did.. dunno y we seem like a stranger back in sch but it had really been good knowing yer.. mel every morning will wake moi up wan haha.. xueling, i still rem the chrysanthenum that u add coffee into lol u lucky argh nothing happen to me!! haha.. wee leong.. azmi.. zul .. harris.. all of u had made moi attachment life so wonderful.. really miss all of yer.. and erm i will try my very best to upload all the pics soon ok.. sorry.. kk..

oki.. life hadn't been too good yet.. but hoping it would be good still.. i really like the laughters in sch everyday.. hahaha.. oki time for the bedtime stories: "once upon a time, in a faraway land. there live a prince name ..................................................................................... ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..."

Here I Am @ 9/02/2004 09:40:00 PM