my own piece of mind

Friday, September 02, 2005

helo(-__-)

well days are like b4.. dinner alone.. walking the streets full of strangers.. well anyway had been thinking.. humph the year is almost coming to an end le.. well so wad's my review for this year? wad's my vision for nxt year? humph.. anyway alot of thoughts going recently n also words that comforts & encourage me during this times, thought tt i would record it down here so tt somehow nxt time i will read back my archives ... n............... so? ......... ermm wadeva lar.. anyway humph had been kinda lazy.. this few days..! humph gotto buckle up le.. esp with my work stuff..! hee'he better send over the quotation fast.. n ermm..settle the stuffs with my boss asap arh!! haha haven't even went down to collect my namecard seems dunno how many donkey days liao..! i think boss muz have use my namecard as scrap paper liao..!! lol....

words of comforts:
~ naked i came from my mother's womb, and naked i will depart. The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised. ~

my thoughts:
~ the beauty of silence are the ears that hears, the knowledge that grows, the wisdom to choose and a man's success ~

humph.. am i a bad christian? seems like i m not tt bad tho..! ermm i m not being BHB but really NS makes u see a broader world.. nar.. not trying to be judgemental here also.. but hiaz.. just see too much hypocrites..! anyway .. hiaz dun feel like saying too much either.. this world is really filled with diff kinds of ppl n yup very amazed at how diff brains works.. be it a good character or a bad character there is always something special about those neurons that are working in their brains.. something which gives them tt unique thinking that will make them do things tt are so out of ordinary..! hmm.. it is good to learn from someone's experience then to exp it ourself sometimes..
* the NCO's saying after the POP: "from now on you will be on ur own, nobody gonna take care of ur ass for you, nobody is gonna clean ur ass for u also! learn to take care of ur own asses coz if u dun NO ONE will...!"

some other thoughts spinning round my head.. .... well had been thinking of some things which u asked me during that nite but i din gave an ans.. humph it is still inside my head and had struck me even up till today.. 'am i ready for a relationship?' .. in fact i really dunno.. i really dunno.. but humph kinda begin to feel fearful of relationships now ........humph just gotto use this time to grow n ponder over tt qn seriously i think.. humph but seriously a relationship isn't just about love, it is committment on top of love.. ...hiaz.. .. sometimes it just goes round my head .. y does it have to be like this? hmm.. no one has the ans tho.. .. ppl says that the first relationship will never be the last.. y? y can't miracles happen for the both of us? humph..................................... argh.... *BANG BANG BISH!!!* ok quit thinking of these things... no ans could be found anyway.. but life just carries on.. tml is a great uncertainty which i m going to face, hanging on to the tears of yesterdays will not bring me any closer to my rainbow..

oki.. seems kinda late for me le.. yawnz yawnz yawnz.. haha.. yup its 930!! n i m like a dinosaur yawning my lungs out!! oki.. listening to 'lush' fm99.5 gotta let it rock me to ZZzz.. jazz are just so coolz for a windy nite

Here I Am @ 9/02/2005 08:52:00 PM