my own piece of mind

Saturday, December 04, 2004

hiYo(o.o)

"argh..! i m dyIng...... dyIng to get better..!"

woke up this morning to find myself sick just like the few days before... hiaz.. bad bad bad real bad.. got up from bed to get blood shot up my head making me blind n giddy almost fainted right on the floor.. n next XIE DU ZHI ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! twice in the morning... argh.. muz have been those choc accumulated from the attachment till the fyp.. now they are out le.. argh.. sick sick sick.. wad could happen next?? argh.. im sick enuff already plz!!

argh.. later still got a rehearsal at my aunt ch for her wedding.. hiaz.. wondering if i should go.. dun wanna faint halfway there.. argh.. bloodshot can be real bad sometimes huh.. argh gonna take more beef for the time being.. hiaz.. x'mas is coming... mum's & sis's b'day nearing too.. gonna get a necklace for mum n sis.. humph.. will think about it later ba.. should get anything for aunt's wedding?? argh.. still got x'mas present leh..!! wah!!!!!!!!! *faintz* hey ppl wanna know wad i want for this x'mas?
here goes my x'mas wish list:
1) both phone bills cleared.. wishing tt the amount will disappear over the x'mas eve nite.. ;p
2) new hp... SE k700i, N6260.. !!
3) small x'mas tree.. hee'hee make sure there is present under the tree.. haha..
4) choc !! erm ... i will keep it till i m better le then eat.. hee'hee :p
5) brown DunkZ..
6) brown t-shirtz..brown shortz..brown sweater.. if dunno my size can come n ask me HAHA..
7) gundam seed vcd/dvd
8) gooD frenZ to spent the x'mas nite with.. be it watching the sunset till it rise again having bbq.. wow.. had been such a long time since all my buddiez had gethered together for a x'mas count down.. or even gathered to have a gd chat.. hiaz..
9) I WANNA WATCH POLAR X'PRESS..
10) cheeZe cakes to acc the x'mas nite.. yummy yummy..
11) santa to acc me thru the nite? haha.. i dun mind if it is a santarina.. haha..

hey! u.. yes yes u! the one reading my blog up till here.. u know wad i wanted for x'mas so better get ur lazy bum off that chair n give me a surprise BOO..!

argh as i was writing this blog i m running to n fro the basin.. throat is so full of phlegm arh.. but anyway.. i love x'mas
"Jingle bell Jingle bell, jingle all the way. Oh wad fun it is to ride on a one horse open sleigh....."
"Hark the Harold angels sing.. glory to the new born king....."
.... laLalAlaLAlaLalAla...*siao*!

humph.. how had i spent the previous x'mas?? erm....... oh yar watch a midnight show.. thought of going club but then thought tt it would be very full.. so caught a midnight show erm.. wad show was.. it? ... humph kinda forgot le.. i wanna watch polar x'press this x'mas... it is inside my wish list haha..

hadn't time flew past fast?
how many frenz had u made this yr?
how many frenz u lost contact with this yr?
how many frenz turned to become ur foes this yr?
how many ppl stepped in n out of ur life this yr?
i had this fren whom i met at the start of this year.. we start to know each other knowing tt she lives in tamp, knowing much of our similarities.. we lost contact awhile n we bacame close during june, got very very close towards sept n decided to sent my heart to her.. n now... we are strangers.. it was a short episode of life worth remembering isn't it? do we know each other long enuff? nope we dun, but there was this short miracle tt bought the both of us together..
isn't it a gd thought of how ur life had went thru tt yr..
a year isit short? nope..
isit long? nope..
it is just enuff to spend every minute knowing n sharing the one thing call love...

bro, sis, babes, dudes, bitch, jerks & aliens... share n spread love, it is pure, innocent, n warmth..
everyday in 2004 had made up a episode in the archives.. flipping thru the archives of my blog i see wad had happened thru this yr.. smiles, tears, rains, sunshines... all this had accompany me thru.. just too many things had happened this yr 2004.. to pack things up, i had grown in thinking, i did things tt i shouldn't.. n many.. hiaz.. wad a yr.. .... i love my life.. coz it is my life n i love it.. i love my father in heaven who gave me this life on earth, who grants me mercy n forgivence, who embrace me with his love, praises be to him..

next year? it is a new episode waiting to be written.. on the very day when we summarize our lives we will smile n say "this was how i had lived my life.............. n i love my life" a new yr needs a new resolution new aims new growth.. new people to meet new hurts new joy new happiness.. a new me to start a new year with.. ...

HOhoHOhoHOho...

Here I Am @ 12/04/2004 10:42:00 AM