my own piece of mind

Saturday, December 18, 2004

hihi(0.o)

humph hadn't been very happy these few days.. sianz.. but anyway was thinking thru loadz of stuff yest n well manage to make a decision.. well anyway i m happy now.. i think tt's more than anything isn't it? working at a place where u can't even really put on a sincere smile do u want? working at a place where i felt so condemned by my frenz can i smile? hiaz..on one hands are all this human relationship but on the other are great fortunes.. $$ yar.. being a great earner at the age of 20 who dun want? having a 'rich labeled' in this society who isn't thinking of it? having a BMW at my age who dun want? hiaz.. but i m really not happy at all..! hiaz.. but anyway i decided to put off that job le.. n i m happy now.. i give thanks to u oh' lord for giving me the wisdom to make the decision.. thanks 'lao ba'.. love yer. thinking tt i won't make a great sucessful person? yar i agree but being sucessful dun need to be with great fortunes arh! if in my time of life i had been a greatest fren to all of my frenz then ain't i a sucessful person too? yep isn't it..

oki thinking too much huh!.. sms inbox full again!! y? yup too much of her msg inside.. deleted all the conversation msg away le.. was i stronger now to face it? yup but of coz emotions are of human nature.. nan mian hui shang xing de mar! humph.. oki anyway.. tt's it ba somethings on earth where we just dun meant to have it then it just isn't no matter how much we put in no matter how peservere or persistence we wanna be it just isn't for us.. fortunes, love everything alike.. got a great lesson learnt this time..

oki oki.. gonna put on a BIG BIG :) now le.. coz i going shoppping loh!! hee'hee.. gonna go down to queensway with bro yep yep.. eh tell u hor i first time there leh!! wth right!!.. yup yup but now my bro pushing me to go dress up liao.. hee'he'e.. k maybe continue tonite huh.. ;p buaiz..

Here I Am @ 12/18/2004 10:49:00 AM