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*sory but have bla all this out in my blog.. there is no where for me to turn my crying heart to now*
ARGH.................!!!!! .. i m feeling so heartache so sad.. argh.. my heart is crying again.. y did u left me so easily? if it was me tt u want to be by ur side then y? WHY did u left me so easily?... my heart is so heavily shattered do u know? ARH..!! am i just too tired n thinking too much? i m not sure.. .. .. argh.. .. .. i have too many things to do tonight but i just dunno y i dun feel like doing anything now.. argh.. i can't.. i can't.. i can't help but to know how u r doing, can't control but to know u r ok when u r sick, i can't.. i can't bear thru the days without ur msg'es.. i kept telling myself to be strong. .. but.. .. .. .. i miss u.. .. .. i miss u.. .. .. everytime i felt like crying i held it back, i held it back.. .. knowing there is no point for tears now.. .. i love u.. but u wouldn't know.. .. not now not any longer.. i thought there would be a day when we will learn to face each other again but.. ... when is it? .. ... i really miss u, danica.. ... ............................................. i know u wouldn't want to hear this neither would u like it to come from me.. ................. argh.. i can't cont anymore... my mind just isn't right, my heart is just to hurt.. i can't find any words to describe my feelings now.. .............. i just felt like shouting.. ........... shouting out like nobody's business till my heart is thrown out... .......... why has it gotto to turn out like this? why? ............... ............... had u ever a day u miss me? .... ............... had u ever a day u feel like seeing my msg'es? ... .......... had u every day u will want me to call u to ask if u had ur dinner? ... .......... had u ever a day tt u cried coz i m no longer around u?.... .............. ....................... i love u danica... :'(
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