my own piece of mind

Monday, November 29, 2004

helo(! - !)

long time din blog liao ani1 miss me?? nar... !! keke.. anyway com was dismantled coz room under renovation works.. then waiting for my new room to be OK.. then can setup the com there.. but anyway.. now i can't days without com.. so using my laptop now.. hee'hee.. oki...

oki.. the past week had been... erm.. ok.. i think erm tt describe it quite well... not too good.. with bad stuff happening..

hiaz.. feeling scared about something.. saturday, 27th of november.. was working n then suddenly felt a mild pain around the chest there.. then the whole chest got numb then whole body felt weak.. then short of breath.. then.. when to take a rest n ... after rest.. everything restarts again the pain the numb the weakness the...... ....... decided to take the day off... n went straight to my uncle's place.. then at nite went to my family doc.. oh shux.. tt was scary doing the ECG .. argh!! but doc says nothing wrong.. everything is fine.. n prob could lies from chest muscles all the way to the large arterary... erm.. oki.. he says tt if the same thing happens again tell me to go straight to A&E.. humph... scary? .... ..... let's hope it is something minor at least no long term medication.. anyway now on medication to relax heart's muscles.. doc says ECG shows tt my heart beats quite fast... erm... "doc, i m nervous n scared at tt time... i think tt's also part of the reason y my heart is beating fast.." hee'hee.. din tell him tho.. but i think he knows hahahaha... coz he asked me "r u nervous" n i replied "YES" who wouldn't be...!! helo DOC, it is prob with the heart leh.. !! dun play play sia.. any person with heart prob go A&E can cut queue wan leh!! hahahaha... .. oki just something to amuse myself from the scary facts tt.. it may be life n death prob.. but.. we won't know wad's coming up.. wad's happening nxt.. so just live life with a smile shouldn't we.. ?? so :D anyway i think i m gonna go to the specialist to checkup soon before i m sent to the A&E.. there is a mild numbness around my chest there now as i m typing this post.. pain this morning when i just woke up.. everything was quite mild.. but i know it is there.. hiaz.. sianz... the scariest thingY is tt u know it is there but u dun know wad is it.. hiaz... so i think i better go for a checkup ba.. at least even if it is something BIG also can be cured early..

oki.. tt's it for tt... anymore updates? erm.. if i still live on to post HAHAHAH.... yup i'll ... so for any updates wait for my nxt post ba.. anyway i'll be fine... erm any1 hoping tt 'll die?? pls let me know kk haha... at least i know who hates me... haha... keke..

humph.. few things happened... a begger come before u starving person, do u pray or do u give? i met two ppl in ch last week which made me thinks very differently about practical!! firslty someone who is willing to help me tho we dun really know each other very well but she is willing to help me other than in prayers.. she s the one i saw who will go to such great depth in helping.. dun wanna elaborate much. but it is not tt prayers isn't powerful.. of coz in helping someone u can't be praying tt may god send some other ppl to help tt person over there.. right?? y not other than praying take a step forward n help the ppl around u.. i have seen too much christians depending too much on prayers but they forgot tt the ppl around them are humans not angels!! of coz prayers is one big thing but ur hands is the wan tt show n acknowledge ur care and willingness to help for tt person.. secondly i met someone who taught me how to live and be successfull.. i find it logical in wad he says.. oki.. tt's the who very diff ppl i see in ch..

oki ... waiting for gundam seed destiny 7 to finish dl now.. hiaz.. ultimate sianz.. kke.. lets stop here le.. buaiz..

Here I Am @ 11/29/2004 02:08:00 PM