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argh hadn't really slept well yest nite.. argh.. it had been long since i last felt wad fear is.. and being unable to sleep, thought of the incident kept ringing in ur head, the every twist of it, the sound, the feeling, the pain.. that is fear..... argh.. i say this is a really bad wan.. and i m beganning to felt how bad it really is now.. every twitch n twist = PAIN!! argh i m feeling scared of it.. yes fear but wad could i say i still have got NS and i couldn't say i won't dislocate it during NS at all.. argh.. anyway i m going down to Changi General Hospital tml to get my dislocation history medical report .. hope i could retrieve it.. and heard that there is a operation for dislocation.. gonna get some information about that.. i think i m really afraid of it.. i would now rather suffer the surgery then the popping in n out everytime..n it juz scares the hell of me to think that i would lose my right arm.. argh.. then i won't be able to play basketball.. no piano.. no drawing.. no sms'ing.. argh.. !! oki i m gonna stop scaring myself... (>______<)
today was another slacking day hiaz.. whole day isn't in the lab even if i m were to be in the lab i wasn't even doing anything at all.. hee"hee yes i m eating a huge anaconda (*jiak zua/slacking) hahahaha.. lol played international chess with another lab frenz n guess wad i finished up all his pieces.. haha nothing left on the board.. hee"hee... lol.. oki.. too bad for u peeps term break finish liao.. gonna see yer all again on moday hahaha.. anyway our duration had changed le no lab on sat and weekdays time had been extended!! argh.. bad news.. but at least dun need to come back on sat lar.. oki had been a rather boring day anyway.. gonna be a rather boring nite to come also but wadeva it is i love u, god.!
Name: raymond ng
Bdae: 27th september
[[ My Adores ]]
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[[ My Past Memories ]]
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