my own piece of mind

Thursday, September 02, 2004

helo(o.o)*

i m very happy & very frustrated with something...anyway talk about the happy things here.. and so i took my NAPFA..before we even reach there all of us were rushing for the toilets dunno wad shit was there but everyone juz wanna go to the loo.. but anyway the wait was long thought it was at 4pm but came to know tt it is 5pm, so the few of us went down to sbm canteen n guess wad!!?? we became monkeys hahaha the four of us bought bananas n started munching on it tianfu got honeydew tho haha.. and the critical moment...: hee hee.. tried my best at every station despite the aches and pain.. but still got bronze in the end coz of standing board jump. the instructor told me to stay behind and do it another time hee hee.. manage to get my target 225cm with that jump was so happy got a silver le.. hahhaha.. anyway i dislocated my shoulder when doing my pull-up.. that has been the thing which i m very very afraid of.. my first try was 5 times enuff to give me a silver.. but then i din carry on trying so i did the second time this time after the 2nd pull i din manage to grab hold of my whole body weight n it goes down twisting my shoulder n dislocating it.. the thought of it was very scary tho.. the sound of the twist and the pain and the time it took to locate back.. argh..the whole joint was so tight.. darn scary.. it was the 8th time.. but worth the dislocate?? of coz(* but would still be better if it hadn't dislocate).. dunnid to repeat le.. and wad's more i m freed from the first 2 months of the army.. hee"hee.. after the napfa was lar liang time at mac with them haha.. hearing each of their exp of the napfa was so funny.. esp from the guys.. coz there were only the 3 of us the rest were gals.. :p anyway was really very very happy when i manage to get a silver.. despite the very very very painful shoulder.. argh anyway was lucky enough that pull-up was the third last station after tt was the seat-up and 2.4 which was rather dissapointing got only a 12.23min.... i'm very happy HAHA.. but..............

when i reach home i really hope to share the pain and the happiness that i m having but all i got was a scripture from my mum says' that we shouldn't be tempted by desires.. blah blahz.. and that was for dislocating my shoulder coz i wanna score a better grade.... tt really makes me so flared up.. .. i had nv believe in anyone who says tt they understand or knows me, coz my mum and everyone who lives with me doesn't even knows me.. how could i then believe tt somewhere out there is a person who understand me..?? argh.. getting on my nerves..

oki not going to bla on about this.. but anyway.. thanx u guys for helping me when i dislocate my shoulder yup.. n u gurl who went over to get my water bottle for me at tt very moment.. thanz alot.. i got to know so much frenz during FYP n attachment is was so amazing having all ur companions.. thanz tianfu for encouraging me during my last lap also.. still thought of going pass u n tell u to go eat grass.. (* haha no la jk) really wanted to encourage u to run but ur words came faster than mine.. thanz alot.. during attachment yes u charme. for being there when i m really stress up with work n the many prob.. which i need a hearing ear.. xiuqi, had so much fun n gOogAaa working with yer thanz for the lunch. really appreciate everything tt u did.. dunno y we seem like a stranger back in sch but it had really been good knowing yer.. mel every morning will wake moi up wan haha.. xueling, i still rem the chrysanthenum that u add coffee into lol u lucky argh nothing happen to me!! haha.. wee leong.. azmi.. zul .. harris.. all of u had made moi attachment life so wonderful.. really miss all of yer.. and erm i will try my very best to upload all the pics soon ok.. sorry.. kk..

oki.. life hadn't been too good yet.. but hoping it would be good still.. i really like the laughters in sch everyday.. hahaha.. oki time for the bedtime stories: "once upon a time, in a faraway land. there live a prince name ..................................................................................... ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..."

Here I Am @ 9/02/2004 09:40:00 PM