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woke up this morning staring at the photos by my bed... noticed that all the photos doesn't have u inside anymore.. everyone in the photo still hangs a bright smile, looking back at it.. i whispered, wad a long way we had walked.. kinda forgotten ur look, wondering how u r doing.. and deeply missing u.. just to say "sorry" i wasn't fillial enough not mature in thinking.. even tho being the eldest in the family i had been very self-centered.. till the day u left.. it taught me maturity in life, importance of family bonds, faithfulness to ur partner and of all, feelings of child in a broken family.. i know very well in my heart from tt very day, days ahead would be different and i had seek success from then on, the happiness of the family and the love from u will no longer be there.. wad is left is nothing but the echoes of memories bought to the ears with past tenses only.. say i'm feeling sad..? am i? i dunno..! i no longer wanna dwell in this.. i duno y the sudden burst of this feeling.. it seldom come by tho.. everyone in the family is striving hard and doing well.. bro got bronze in the world skill competition for automotives, sis had improved alot in her studies even tho in em3 but all of us are looking forward to her getting into normal academic stream after her PSLE.. mum is doing well she had been more strong than before in her health and work.. i m doing fine going to grad with a dip.. wad about u? i still remember those last words tt u told me "take good care of mum, bro and sis" i won't forget them dad.. everyone still misses u tho we hang a bright smile across, deep in each of our heart u r still there... would we happen to cross each others path one day in singapore? wad would we say to each other? will "dad" this word comes out of my mouth? ........or........... will u juz walked pass me as if u dunno me? even if tt were to happen i know u cares and i m grateful to u for who i m now.............................................. dad i miss u..............
Name: raymond ng
Bdae: 27th september
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