my own piece of mind

Thursday, August 05, 2004

helo(-____-)

presently at my workstation juz finish my lunch and discussion.. the company here is holding a IBM idol at laguna nxt wed so they had approach one of the interns and asked if we could put a item at the very beginning of the whole show.. oki on wed we started our discussion i wasn't very on with the idea at first but seeing that all of them are so in into the idea i agreed on it and was fine with everything.. after the discussion in the evening one of them approach me and said alot of negative stuff i was like so fed up if u wanna do it then stop saying tt the show won't go as planned and breaking the news in a very negative manner causing two other intern not to help us.. shit i m so fed up with her.. and today she say she is fine with the idea in the morning then towards the afternoon she got another fella to fall out and she herself decided not to do it.. wad a bitch u really are ... if u don't wanna do it, say that at the very first place and stop pulling everyone with yer.. and stop saying wad helping out the backstage .. wad backstage do u think we have got there... !!?? and also stop pushing everything to the guys do u think all the guys willingly wanna do it.. the most fed up thing is that she actually told me to look at the gal who wanted to fall out and told her to spit it out on my face that she doesn't wanna do it.. wad the *............ do u wanna prove huh!!?? shit bloody u.. if u think u r really that good at pulling those ppl down y not try helping us and do a better for urself .. this is the kind of ppl i hate and despise most.. i m damn sick of her attitude.. anyway was really grateful to another guy who had took the initiative to hold up the whole mtg juz now.. thz bro azmi ..... charmaine and i was really too frustrated to do or speak anything.. we would blow up and i would had slap tt gurl juz now if we were to carry on planning the mtg and stuff.. bro u r cool and calm and took the whole thing firmly.. had everything planned and going accordingly to wad was firstly planned thanz bro.. really very appreciated..

oki enuff of the complains i suppose half of the anger are released.. anyway getting very impatient recently the boss had not returned any of the mail regarding any proj.. hiaz.. august had starts.. and problems will start to pour down on me soon, that day i thought of completing the storyboard for Job's proj but my brain juz went dead of ideas.. very bad huh hope that i could finish it soon and stop draggin the time.. !!

alright heard that the attachment student evaluation is going on now.. erm a little scary of wad comments i would hear.. but then.. still hopes for the best huh.. my mentol!! hope she still have some good impression of me.. :p hee hee" i think tt's y sometimes we have to be fake a little tho we dun really like tt person haha.. coz we would nv know when we will need these ppl help in our stuffs.. maybe not to be fake with ppl we dun like but try to be nice to everyone.. erm.. hard tho.. i can't be nice to everyone if tt person really get on my nerves like tt gurl.. grr...

oki tooday is thursday..!! tml is friday THEN.. one more week to go.. BUT i'll be stuck in a worst place.. that's SCHOOL!!!!!!!! argh.. we dun get paid for going to sch everyday but we still have to.. wad a tedious thing.. hiaz.. but anyway hopes for a gd supervisor. :p

monday is coming.. ... ....
"a paint tt i gave your heart, shared between the two of us, not to be forever but to be remembered"

Here I Am @ 8/05/2004 01:46:00 PM