my own piece of mind

Saturday, February 14, 2004

oki.. decided to write a blog first b4 going to my uncle's place for the nite..
hmm.. went down to zouk yest.. din call up any frenz to come along
well my classmates frenz are all so fun-loving..
hee hee.. yest nite was the first time i went down there and play games..!! instead of njoying the ppl and surrounding.. well was fun either way.. losers gotto drink, the usual rulz hiaz.. i m so suay!!! kena alot from my classmate but still awake n on the gogo..
hee hee.. anyway got it back at her on another game hee hee... lucky is the one standing nxt to me in the first game.. onlin drank once.. -_-'
hmm tt's for the start of valentine's day.. and as i had planned, stayed put at home the whole day..
hiaz..
i really dislike today.. humph..
was too tired maybe .. my thought went haywired!!
had a rather wierd feeling of myself.. is that soul inside really the real wan or has it change..!!??
maybe it has coz i want it to change... or was my real soul stolen off from me..
i dunno and maybe i dun wanna know..
too much had been stored inside my soul's storeroom this 19yrs.. and i wanna clear it off me..
my soul's too tired .. running n running from problems tt haunts him from afar..
erh.. going crazy..
anyway this morn after zouk met up wif my buddy bro.. he had a real big prob up his sleeves too..
hiaz..
as i was writting this blog another fren got to know another big real scary fact too.. hiaz..

--- soul hunter ---
who is it that lives in me..?
u, the one i always see in the mirror.. who r u?
for the one inside me has no feeling of tears and love ..
for the past of me where had u been...
i once wanted u to stay far away from me..
but now it seems so strange tt u aren't in me..
it isn't like my usual self..
the tears that rolls down my cheeks are plain liquids of the protein filled body instead of pains of the heart..

Here I Am @ 2/14/2004 09:38:00 PM