my own piece of mind

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

HieEE

another day.. hiaz..
anyway.. going down to zouk tml nite.. hiaz so many ppl feeling down..
hope everyone will get a relieved tml ...
muz jia you.. raymond..
i believe one day i will be able to throw away all ability to love..
juz now was walking alone..
so asked myself if there used to be anyone in my heart tt has a position tt can't be replaced??
found out 3..

1. my childhood lover.. during bendemeer pri sch.. me got transferred from that sch by 1994.. then met her again 6 yrs later.. fell for her again.. but she left again wif her bf 2 yrs after we met
2. my sec sch love.. she is my longest love and the most pretty, most kawaii, most 'bitchy' gurl le.. haha.. after sec sch we seldom met.. then last yr she entered NYP.. went wif her to her orientation.. now we din even see each other in sch..

these r the 2 person i could let go off easy wishing them wif all the best blessing and wif their memoriez carved deep down inside my heart..

3. hiaz.. dun wanna mention about the 3rd wan ler.. she is the one holding the biggest and sharpest carving knife drawing on my heart as on a linoleum..

i m not going to love anymore.. .. .. ..

----- Sun and Pluto -----
we are like Sun and Pluto,
though on the same system but we shan't see,
though on the same system but we shan't meet,

we are like Sun and Pluto,
two of different surfaces and characteristic but on the same system,
two of different fate but on the same route,

for the milky way shall be our destiny.

~to all who has yet to know love

Here I Am @ 2/03/2004 11:37:00 PM