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fatal chimalogies
humph..
another boring day had just pass. .
well did nothing but slack at home the whole day again..
hiaz..
been slacking
too much ler..
neglected projects, studies, and myself ..
argh..
hate myself.. picked up filthy habits.. hate myself for not being myself anymore..
there r things in life when we treasure it so much but came to realize tt we r too dependant on it..
a backslider from church .. well i hate myself for being one..
but i think there r things tt we should learn it ourselves thru experiences and know how to manage life with reality..
maybe tt's an excuse for the present me.. i dunno..
!! !! !!
many a times when we missed out things in life tt happens to pass by us, we regreted it with tears
and even if we didn't missed it out, in the end we will still hate ourselves for not treasuring it..
life is contradicting, tt's because we humans r contracdicting..
i m killing myself with every minute passing by..
love is a split road from reality to imagination that cast tears in my heart..
heard of the song 'where is the love'? quite a well written song..
i m in a dilenma now.. i dnno who am i.. !!?? argh.. i kinda like who i m now.. but .. argh.. its filthy!
i had really changed alot overnite din i.. but i m in a dilenma .. i dunno who i wanna be..
yucks.. double personality!! i m such a fake person.. !
argh getting those acute chest pain so frequently now.. sonner i'll be ending up in hospitals with the drips ler.. or else will be deep beneath the ground sleeping.. i hope i get the 2nd one ..
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