:'(
the icy mountain barrier is up.. hiaz..
everything seem so messed up by me, me, ME!!..
was thinking of getting over wif it n start over again.. as a new raymond..
but doubt i can do it this time..
dun think i could ever let her off juz like tt.. i fell too deep.. ..
the back view of hers is the most cruel view i could have ever seen..
it kills me more than a hundred bullets all hitting me..
dreamz are to be fulfilled by our own hands, nobody else other than we ourselves hold the key to our dreamz
yest when i was returning home from sch.. thought thru alots of things..
now i know y has it been so impossible wif me.. tho
wad a bad guy i m.. a guy who wants love but had nv given enuff.. i reserved too much for myself..
i juz can't help but to blame myself for realizing things too late..
love is something which money can't buys, but needs to put in an amount of effot equivalent to earning $100,000,000
if time could reverse
how i hope it can turn back to 1 day, 1 week or even 1 month before now.. how i hope ...
i will not give up.. NV .. !!
went down to the chocolate bar last nite.. was trying to get it all out hiaz.. dunno y juz din get myself drunk..
was hitting the dance floor wif RnB msic hiaz.. reached home at 520am .. took a bath went to sleep but woke up after awhile thinking about u.. staring at the ceiling ...
later still got sch.. hiaz.. today is still a nite class..
Name: raymond ng
Bdae: 27th september
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